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Am I a Lesbian?

Am I a lesbian?

The thought crossed my mind after spending 4 hours talking to the most attractive, most seductive woman I ever laid eyes on.

I mean, sure I found women attractive, but never in a way that turned me on. Never in a way that made me question my sexuality.

I was sitting at the bar, and this, fine specimen of a woman, in a smooth, sexy voice, asked if the seat next to me was taken.

I excitedly and thirsty-like said “no, it’s all yours.” What was that about?

She wore a tan blazer, blue button down, and blue jeans. Her outfit, low hair cut, accessories and blue Cole Haan shoes gave off such a sophisticated, masculine vibe, I could tell she was what one would call “a stud.”

Not only was she handsomely beautiful, her scent was intoxicating. Every inch of her was something to take delight in!

“Hi, my name is Syd,” she said as she extended her hand. Mine met hers and for a brief moment, I had forgotten my name. “Hi, I’m uh, Mya, nice to meet you.”

We casually talked about random stuff such as the games on tv, what we were drinking, and how our days went.

But then things turned interesting when i noticed the way she looked at me, the way she talked to me. It woke up every part of my body.

Was she flirting with me?

I was mesmerized; I had no idea what the fuck was going on! But, I’m 100% sure she knew what what the fuck was going on… saying all the right words, listening intently, touching me oh so subtly. And let’s not forget the provocative looks. Oh! I could have melted.

Instead, I found myself blushing, flirting back, at least I thought that’s what I was doing, and knew for a fact that I did not want this night to end.

And so, I decided to absorb myself in the moment. Pretend that we had forever and that I would enjoy every minute we spent in each others company.

I never felt so into, unique, feminine, sexy, bold, wild, and free. It was exhilarating to say the least.

Unfortunately, the night did have to end.

She walked me to my car and to my surprise leaned in to give me the sweetest, softest, most unforgettable kiss I had ever experienced.

The sensation was intense and it left me wanting more, but I knew it was best to leave it there.

As I drove off into heavenly bliss, I realized we never even exchanged numbers.

Short-lived, my excited feelings quickly turned to sorrow.

But on the bright side, I had gotten my answer!


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