Written from a space of: Complete Trust
Did I lose trust in her or was it never gained?
To lose would mean that I, at one point, felt it, lived it, loved it
It would mean that someone aided in destroying it
Never gained would mean that someone never taught me
By example, by love or by design
Is it possible to have been both?
Both would mean that I would miss the many red flags
It would mean that self-love would almost be non-existent
Both would mean a guilty conscious and people-pleasing
It would mean second guessing at every turn
Could the many years of self-doubt ever be reversed?
Reversed with the right tools and right people
With the knowledge of God's love and acceptance
Reversed with the understanding and acceptance of oneself
With living intentional and positive self-talk
How will I know when trust is (re)gained?
(Re)gained when I trust her to make the best decisions for me and those I love
When I trust her to take delight in the journey of self-love
(Re)gained when I trust that she believes in my intuition, intention, and role as a mother
When I trust that she will give me grace in EVERY situation
Who is She? Who is Her?
Her is the past me
Is the present me
Her is the future me
Is the Holy Spirit living inside of me
She is her, her is me, and I TRUST HER NOW, wholeheartedly!
I absolutely LOVE this!!!!!